Know your shadow and it becomes an ally. Reject your shadow and it devours you. This is because your shadow is you.

Anyone who has experienced psychedelic medicines knows that they increase one’s psychic sensitivity. Of course, we were taught in school that there is no such thing as “psychic” or as spirits. But that was Kali Yuga education. I hope we know by now that it was all bunk…

Anyways, I have on multiple occasions with los niños santos (mushrooms) encountered the spirit of Mother Earth. My first experience, when I first came to know that “Yes, spirits are real.” I went on this journey by myself. It began in a sacred place near the ocean, and then it moved. (I don’t necessarily recommend traveling while on a mushroom journey, but that’s what I did. I couldn’t be in public with the experience I was having.)

At this time, the spirit of Mother Earth was more than just visiting me; she was possessing me. I could witness and hear what she said. I could feel how she moved my body, but I wasn’t really in control. I could’ve attempted to take more control, but I knew that would just result in pain and struggle and futility.

Looking out the window of my car, I saw all the roads and buildings in this metropolitan area. Mother Earth said, “See all this? I want all of this back.” I thought “Wow that is intense.” But at the same time, I knew exactly what she meant and why she meant it.

Pluto

I mentioned in a previous article that Pluto, to my experience and understanding, is Dark Feminine energy. This energy resonates quite well with the energy of Mother Earth. Dark, ancient, powerful. Mother Earth can be nurturing and loving, but that’s assuming that we are functioning as a part of the Earth, not as some all-powerful being that does not need the Earth.

Pluto as well as Mother Earth has no sympathy for ego. At the time of the above mushroom journey I was very egocentric, hence why I may have been receiving this kind of message. I still work on this, but I’ve made a lot of progress…

Most people have a total unawareness of the shadow aspects of humanity. Or at least they think they have little do with them. But the society we live in is submerged in shadow. To participate in this society is to be one with the shadow.

For example, consider Covid-19. This virus is something I often prefer to forget, but how important an event this was for our generation! (It also began with a Saturn-Pluto conjunction.) The “official view” of Covid-19 is as either a random event or something that was cooked in a lab in China. Others may see the whole thing as a conspiracy, cooked up by the American government, Illuminati, etc. That view might be getting a little closer to the truth, but it’s still missing the mark.

A Digression on Covid-19

Consider not how covid-19 started but how it spread. Is it not global travel and trade that allows it to spread? And is it not urban population density that really allows it to spread? Now consider all the pollution that is generated by global travel. Consider how when resources are transported from one part of the world, they cannot be recycled back to where they came from. A little bit of trade and exchange across the globe is nice and empowering. But the level at which it is happening now prevents the entire cyclical existence of the Earth and her resources.

Covid-19 was caused by human society that is completely out-of-sync with nature. Human society being completely out-of-sync by nature is caused by individuals and the actions they take to participate in society.

Of course, most individuals do not take responsibility for their actions. They lack awareness and hence do not really function as individuals at all. But we must call them individuals in order to hold them accountable, wake them up to this realization.

Seen this way, is not Covid-19 not a wake-up call from Mother Earth? Isn’t it her trying to bring us back in balance? Some people are in denial, but it’s because they are out of balance and do not want to admit it. Simple as that.

The LA Fires

The Los Angeles fires are another, similar example. People see this as either a tragedy or a conspiracy (in which case it is still a tragedy). But it too is Mother Earth trying to heal.

You should note that many buildings were spared. It seems almost like a miracle how these buildings were unscathed. It was a miracle in that there is direct spiritual involvement (in a way that we might not usually see), but the Earth controls her Earth…

Pluto in Aquarius

Covid-19 took place towards the end of Pluto in Capricorn. (The beginning of Pluto in Capricorn was marked by September 11.) The LA fires marked the beginning of Pluto in Aquarius. (There were also more inspiring and less destructive events that marked the beginning of Pluto in Aquarius such as the haka at the New Zealand parliament. But we can see how that too symbolizes the falling of whatever the parliament is or represents.)

Pluto in Aquarius, which began in 2024 and ends 2044, has a lot to do with divine destruction. It is waking us up to collective shadows, in technology, in the way societies operate. We’ll see the full shadow of technology as a War of Technology begins or as it escalates.

That might be frightening to say or think about, but the prophecies do speak to it (specifically the Tui be tu). There will be global wars but a large part of this that is specific to America is a war between America and China (as well as middle eastern nations—this being hinted in the Book of Revelation). Ultimately America will lose the war.

If you don’t trust the prophecy, then trust my friend who has told me how China is dominating the field of computer systems now. They have more people and better technology. They have their own major problems of course, but America and England are at the center of an older global control paradigm.

In any case, I do expect this to really ramp up during Pluto in Aquarius. I think we all expect it in some shape or form.

If you have read my previous articles, you will know that I am not really fearful of this. I am to a natural degree, but I am at least accepting of this. I know it needs to happen.

Compassion that Acknowledges the Shadow

I am you. You are me. I am the birds, the bees, the soil. I am the oceans and the sky. I am America and I am China. I am all of these because we are all connected, all a whole.

There is a pseudo-compassion that pretends to love all and be connected to all, while ignoring at least half of existence. Well I am not that or that is not God. This kind of pseudo-compassion, which is really just pretending to look good and be holy, is what is known as spiritual bypassing. It too is us, a part of us. We spiritually bypass when the pain is too much to face or bear, when the emotions and traumas are too great.

But I want to say that there is a compassion that includes the shadow, includes the pain. It doesn’t just call “bad things” a tragedy, but it really understands them. It feels for the abuser and the abused, doesn’t take sides. All abusers are the abused, and all the abused become abusers. They may abuse in different ways but it is all connected.

Death is not the end, at least not a total end. Spirit lives on. The body returns and nourishes the soil. The souls of those who perish at this time continue to live and have more chances, experiences, etc.

We have many healing modalities to be able to overcome our intergenerational traumas, but these take incredible effort to put into practice. We need people to heal to be the foundation for the New World. But many people are in too deep or not equipped to do this. In fact, while many such people might look like “enemies”, they too are supporting the whole; they too are fulfilling their dharma. We are transitioning from one world to the next, but this is a transition. We need people to maintain the current world (that we all depend on and are connected to) as we transition. So we should be grateful for these “enemies”.

I can’t say I understand all of this. But I pray that we all find the power and compassion to manage these times. The less we other, the more we will be able to manage. If we find ourselves othering (and especially if we find ourselves othering those that we could never imagine having compassion for), that is a call for greater compassion. That is a challenge to us, to find the dark, hidden places of ourselves.

The kind of compassion I am describing is not passivity but a total embracing of all energies. Allowing them to flow in the most whole way for us. Probably that will be a somewhat messy or clunky way, but life is messy and life is clunky sometimes.

I know these times are hard, but wouldn’t it be a little boring if they were not? So let’s all be grateful for our lives, experiences, and opportunities. Don’t assume the worst. Some circumstances are necessary, but that does not mean that we cannot find peace, love, and joy within these circumstances.

I wish you peace, love, and joy—even, or especially, for your darkness. These are the parts of us that have been most neglected, most unloved. So let’s treat them with care.